H H Hello guys! Long time no see! 🙈 I was trying to really get ahead this month. Some things didn't fall through, and my ability to work seriously got compromised. It's been a very long time since I've meaningfully interacted with this page and for a good reason. I have been working on some really big projects to come back with. I did not want to go public with it, but I really need to get back into the swing of things on to be able to take care of my self in my family meaningfully. Those who have been watching me for a long time, may know that I have gone to some serious life changes. We all go through these things, but this is my moment. So I had to shift focus. But right now I just need to get through: I sporadically ask for your guys help. And historically has been during times where I was providing a lot of content. A lot of people volunteered their hard earned dollars to help out. And a lot of people have commissioned me for work or ask me to send them art or mail to

So I just wanted to update you guys and let you know that I made it out of that tight spot that I was in. The people that helped me out did not want to be named, and just honestly did it through the kindness of their earts. Even little bit that they were able to help went so far for me. In this day and age are literally just have to humble myself, be thankful for just every single shred of decency that I receive from another human being. From this point in my life, it appears that that would be my purpose. I used to update with you guys about cool projects I was working on, or art sales I was having, and stuff like that. These days it's mostly about my problems and sharing my struggles. I'm working on one day that might be the case. But it looks like I'm going to have to do this thing day by day, to drag myself out of the hole one cup of dirt at a time. I will try and update as much as possible. It won't be as formal as it used to be perhaps, but if I have a piece of paper and

I'm sat there depressed and feeling sorry for myself. I've been to a lot, and I don't want to make light of what I've been through. But I know that I have to take steps to make my life better. I've been working hard and doing whatever it took to make it out of this alive And then this b******* happens... Then this shit... Then this shit... Needless to say... busy fuckin 2-3 year for me. For some reason, just having a normal functioning vehicle seems to be something that the power that be wants to Buck against. But I always believe that things happen for a reason. So I choose to just move forward and not accept this as defeat. I've been working very hard, in many ways as I can. Regretfully I neglect my duties here on deviantART. If I had the right words to say that I am sorry, then surely I will put them in this journey. But all I can do is just say that I'm sorry. I really dropped the ball here! For those of you who are left I know you are tired of hearing a bad news.